[Intro] The booth was waiting Black wood and dust No priest behind it No voice but us [Verse 1] I found it near the southern wall Where velvet rotted through A narrow door, a brass-worn cross A kneeler split in two The screen was dark with oldened breath The seat across was bare Yet when I pulled the curtain shut I felt myself sit there [Verse 2] No hand came through to bless my head No Latin eased the room The little grate became a mouth Of iron, ash, and gloom I said your name, then stopped at once As if the sound could bruise The silence waited patiently For words it would not choose [Pre-Chorus] I had blamed the distant heavens I had blamed the winter rain But no god built the locked room Where I rehearsed my pain [Chorus] Confession without God Only breath against the screen No thunder from the altar No angel in between Confession without God No pardon from above Just the voice I buried under grief Saying what I did to love [Verse 3] I told the booth I missed your hands I told it I was lost It answered with my own old tone And counted up the cost Not coins, not years, not punishments Not blood beneath a nail But every gentle chance I had To answer and not fail [Pre-Chorus] I wanted heaven’s language To lift the fault from me But truth is not a foreign tongue It speaks when we can’t flee [Chorus] Confession without God Only breath against the screen No thunder from the altar No angel in between Confession without God No pardon from above Just the voice I buried under grief Saying what I did to love [Whispered] I was afraid I was tired I was proud I was wrong [Breakdown] No absolution No sacred disguise No veil for the mouth No cloth for the eyes No holy escape No borrowed command Only the wound And my own two hands [Bridge] Then through the grate I heard you breathe Or memory wearing sound You did not say, “You are forgiven” You said, “Put the burden down” And I knew forgiveness is not a key That makes the old door gone It is learning how to leave the cell With the chain still drawn [Build-up] I speak it plain I speak it whole I loved you badly With a frightened soul [Final Chorus] Confession without God Only breath against the screen No thunder from the altar No angel in between Confession without God No pardon from above Just the voice I buried under grief Saying what I did to love Confession without God And still the candles nod Not because I am clean But because I can be true [Outro] The booth was empty The curtain stirred No priest had answered But I had heard